Following our normal day to day routine which could be to 9 to 5 for the workers and 8 to probably 6 for students like us. After the days activities we go home, then observe our regular rituals just before we go to bed, which is our"Late Night Thoughts" pondering over several activities of the day and we also plan for the future. I will tell you how mine went. After spending sometime in school, I headed into town to take care of some issues. I stopped over at a shop to purchase that drink that is making the youths of 21st century go crazy "ORIJIN". I came back home, I removed my shirt, my t-shirt, my Aba made sandal, next stop was food. I ate then took my bath afterwards . Then I had to pay Facebook a visit. After all this I realised it was time for my time out.
As the time for my late night thoughts approached, I brought out my immaculate white head phones, plugged it into my phone, next stop was my music player... All this was to get me ready for my "late night thoughts". I played tracks from Kendrick Lamar's ,to pimp a butterfly, gradually moving to other tracks what would actually facilitate the mood I really crave for at that point in time.
Sitting down on my special chair, I reminisced on the days activities. I remembered my conversations with people, my mind focused on one statement I made during my conversation with a friend. During the course of our discussion I told her "I am way more complicated that I don't understand myself and I don't even know why I end up liking those who are way more complicated than I am". that was after she asked if I have finally gotten a new catch or still liking the present girl. Thoughts of that statement took me a couple of days back, precisely about 1185 days back....
Earlier this semester, I got a new friend along the line and I liked her as usual. I became curious, I started trying to find out stuffs about her with my crude knowledge of psychology and sociology Ihave been learning from my summer bestie I started my quest, After stalking her on Facebook I discovered she likes writing and most of her write up describes a complicated individual even though we writers tend to paint most real stories as fiction and that also depicts a secretive individual, You know stalking girls on Facebook gives you the opportunity of finding out your rivals if you are in that love game quest. After careful analysis of all my findings I was able to conclude she is way more complicated than I am.
But I still wanted to express my feelings. I wanted to tell her the way I feel cos they say life is too short to hold back those type of things, but my several fears keep holding me back. The fear of that dreaded answer NO, which may be accompanied by a statement such as "I am disappointed in you" which comes when you have been probably Brotherzoned orJegazoned (A new word that came into existence after the presidential elections), The fear of being used as a Subject matter in ladies late night jist which is actually inevitable.
There is an irony about writing which most people haven't figured out yet "No matter how hard we may paint a write up to look like fiction, on close examination there is an atom of feeling which actually inspired that post.
This is my complicated life and I am on a quest to change it.
Hey Homies!!!!! Hows it been going with you guys, Compliments of the season ooo, This degree exam isn't giving me time oooo, I wanted to do a photo shoot yesterday but i couldn't even do it, had to take care of a couple things in sch and pay some bills....I didn't even meet up with paying the bills but I thank God for Quickteller.
Shout out to all those people who have been checking on me, asking when I will do a post.....Duru, Tosyne, My Blog Mother Buiti, My friends in sch too. I took this picture a long time ago before my laptop gave up on me, its the last picture I edited with that Laptop. The outfit was a simple one, since most of you know am not a big fan of accessories, the last time i spent 15k to buy a watch.......the way i lost it was mysterious. Well till we meet again. There are a lot of things in stock let me just finish my exams.
Hello Fam, how y'all doing, I know you guys have expected My krazy Life post for a long time.
Am sorry I really don't have an excuse ooo
By now,everybody wants to know what's up with the Banker chick, well that one is story for another day. So today, I officially want to kick off My Krazy Life for this year. So for the first post am going to talk on random stuffs.
Oya, let's look at this dating stuff through my confused eyes. Most times the word or the sentence "I love you" scares the hell out me when it comes from most people, though many would regard it as the magical word when it comes to woman toasting business.
One of these days I sat down and started reminiscing on my life, the girls I dated, the ones who felt I dated/dating them.
I could vividly remember on some occasions, after I broke up with my last official girlfriend more than 1095 days ago, my friends would say "Ice why don't you want to date again or are you gradually liking boys" Sometimes they go as far as taking me to places where I can see more than 10 girls *sighs* The issue then was let me just make a choice and everything would be taken care of, but I never really liked any.During the last days of my last relationship, a girl came into the picture, We were quite close and I got to like. After the break up, I then Iiked her even more. Guess what? I Don't think she liked me back, cos I heard all she said behind my back.
It was until recently that I was seeing a movie and I learnt that was called "Unrequited Love" and the twisted aspect of that "Unrequited Love" is that you don't even know how to end it. Most people pull through successfully but most people pass through emotional wreck, but I think i pulled through successfully lol . Some of my friends call me the "Legendary Switch" cos most times I change the girls like I buy new shoes, but that life is boring sometimes and your finances is always on the down side. But after thinking for a while, I realized that what made me switch successfully was because I never really cared or worried about most of those ladies.
I have always looked for answers regarding several questions. Most times why I act the way I act, one of them was why I could just switch successfully, my elder sister answered that for me, she told me "you were able to do that cos you never liked any of them". I remember also asking her "Is it a must that one must date" she told me "NO" but if I finally find someone I really really like and worry about she would guide me. So my fragile heart wouldn't be shattered just like some people would say or let's say the impact wouldn't be much.
So far I have learnt a couple of things, especially when it comes to dealing with "Unrequited Love".... We all have to understand that things doesn't just work out the way we want them, especially all things love and relationship thing.
Life lately;
1. This final year isn't giving me time, after all the hustle I finally got a supervisor... It's a story for another day sha.
2. Exam is around the corner no time for pictures
Please bear with me
3. A lot has been happening in My Krazy Life but I don't know if the people involved would want me to share.
Finally I spoke with Ribena on phone, mehn her voice is over the moon, with her porsche accent, she doesn't even know that Ice doesn't hear English in the night.... But I thank God for smartphone, I used Google translate to translate her speech into my igbotic English hahahaha ... Duru woman wrapper mood activated... Get ready to compete with me ooooo, cos am not even letting go like I did the last time.
The Camo trend graced so many runways last year and its back and better this year with so many designers putting together amazing pieces. So i decided to do a collaboration with one of the silent members of ICELAW BLOG.
Udoh Ubong.proudly Akwa Ibom boi a.k.a Uzzy but Port harcourt city breed from birth..studying Nautical Science in University of Perpetual Help System Dalta, Las Pinas ,I love fashion even though I'm not very good in it but i love anything that looks good.
This post features the various ways he styled different CAMO outfits curated by Chiemela Steve.
Whats up people, I apologize for my disappearance from bloggersville, I never realized it has been like 20 days since my last post, The other day my blog mother Beauty told me "Nna you don't have a new post" I told her "I will make a new one soon", Duru even told me yesterday that its been 20 days since my last post smh, I really apologize for that...But the truth is my laptop gave up the ghost finally and I don't have a tablet "Igbo Bible" abi iBand, Sha the Lord is my muscle, These days I borrow laptop to blog so you won't be seeing me often except for God's divine intervention. ( I am accepting donations to empower my blogging ooo).
This long sweater I wore, I rocked it for the first time during my IT and everybody liked. So one of these days I didn't feel like dressing up too much for school, I wore it again, the first thing I heard when I got to class was "Ice its only you that will wear a cloth with inscription WORK HARD PLAY HARDER" this children af kill me smh lol. Well the cloth was a scene stealer, everybody wanted to read the inscription.
Till we meet again sha, if you miss me plenty email me, watch out for new series of My Krazy Life.
Let me drop a quote, somethings happened this week and a friend told me "If you don't know where you are going, anywhere will look like it"
And everything about Industrial Training ended on Wednesday, It was one of the most anticipated days of this my final year, even though I got tensed cos most times I shy away from crowd, I remember before my defence I told someone what if I fall down and faint while defending, she said "don't worry you won't faint". On that day ehn....how many of many us watched Tom and Jerry?, am seeing so many hands up ehn, who still remembers the way their hearts beat? That was the way my heart was beating, That someone also came for my defence and I said "what if i climb up there and faint, She said "I won't even catch you", Well the hour finally came and I climbed the stage, I started saying everything I know, Out of I don't know if its stage fright, I went blank couple of times on stage and my lecturer saved my ass. He just said "my friend we already know the procedure of determination, just go straight to your conclusion" So I concluded and they started throwing questions ehn, I answered two correctly and the third I had to activate my 6th sense to find a way to answer that, But finally I did good.
Back to the outfit, A day before my defence I went to a boutique to shop for a shirt and a shoe, after looking at the shoes they have nothing caught my fancy. So I decided to pick this shirt and style it with the blazer.
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